last day of the year

when i get older
i will be stronger
they'll call me freedom
just like a waving flag

heard this song in a shop the other day, and now it's stuck in my head. different worlds, different troubles.

the year is coming to an end again. how did another year just go by like that?? what have i been doing these past 364 days? honestly i can't remember. i vaguely recall being determined to make the most out of this year, but i'm not sure i've achieved that.

so many major changes in life this year, it's taken all my effort just trying to keep afloat and go along with the flow. saying goodbye to my childhood home, numerous hospital visits, doing internships, turning 21, getting a cat, troubling over tc applications right now...amongst many many other things, both good and bad.

it's not been too awful a year i guess. just one with many revelations. can i believe next year will be better?


i heard them say
love is the way
love is the answer
that's what they say