courage.

keyword for this month. imma need a lot of courage this month.
yes, we are six days into february and i am a little slow.

annual lawr class gathering at wilson's!
* jane dear i'm sorry i chose the messy hair shot of you but everyone looks happier in this picture ^^;

this year about half the class went, the other half's either on exchange or busy. had a good time just sitting around eating, drinking and chatting, and just generally catching up with each other 'cause we seldom see each other even in school now. and it's still slowly sinking in how much we've changed and how far we've come. tbh i don't feel like i've changed much, but maybe i have, i don't know. in another year or so we'll all be out there, working and joining the rat race, and it's when i think of these things that i wish time would slow and we could just enjoy life where we are right now.

and wilson gave a lot of advice and stuffs and it's all food for thought, but i guess ultimately we have to choose our own paths and decide for ourselves where we want to go. right now i can't say for sure i know where i'm headed, but i'm trying to get there, wherever 'there' is.

reason why wilson might not invite us next year:

...and we drank another bottle of ice wine after this photo. and for some reason only our class was drinking like fishes?! but to be fair, the guys brought three out of eight bottles that we drank and we did not go with the intention of emptying his wine cellar. i swear we left at least 80 more bottles intact. uhm we'll just bring more bottles next year hahah.

and this is also the reason why i'll be sleeping soundly (and early) tonight for the first time in...days? weeks? i've lost count. i'm so tired these days i wish i could just sleep forever and not get out of bed some days. but you know you have to drag your arse out from under the covers 'cause the world don't wait for nobody and go through the routine of putting yourself together so you look remotely human and don't scare the crap out of other people.

我是女王！
boomy's 告白巧克力 to me! yes it is what you think it is *shy*
actually this was given to me before she left for sweden and i'm only posting a random picture of it now 'cause (i) my desk is cluttered once again (how is it humanly possible, you ask me, but I DON'T KNOW) and i have to clear stuff (yes i promised to be heartless this year! so i can only keep a photo of this) ): and (ii) I MISS YOU BOOMY ): please stop skyping random people and talk to me instead this is an open plea *big wet eyes and streaming tears* hahaha.