i must not think like that.

some days it's all you can do just struggling to stay afloat. some days i wonder. a lot's been going through my head lately. useless thoughts that buzz around my head like flies when i should be putting what little brainpower i have to good use; like read some cases or something. but there are some thoughts you must never allow yourself to think. because if you let it enter your head it will stay there and it will become a self-fulfilling prophecy. so you shut it out and not-think it.

i must be "overly optimistic like a Pollyanna"