i've got a watch but i've got no time

road i've been seeing everyday for the past 4 days.

days have been like this: wake up, go to school, study, come home, waste two hours, sleep, wake up, go to school, study, come home, waste two hours, sleep...pretty much sums it up.

small joys: things that brighten up the days
taking long walks around the school---love the green, the sounds of nature
listening to nice songs---oldies especially! think beatles, bee gees
chocolates, sweets, carrot juice, coffee/milo/tea---especially when there's not much in school that i want to eat
friends who put up with my strangeness (plus make me laugh)---soonae, yd, ck
random messages from lovely friends---fb, smses, tagboard, etc. thank you darlings ♥
comfort food---cereal in the middle of the night is ♥

that's right, count all the blessings, and forget about the nightmares, the difficulty in breathing, the tedium of studying, the doubts-so overwhelming. but maybe if you keep focusing on the good, you'll forget the bad. or at least, it won't seem so bad.

and now i go back to reading about people killing people. such a cruel world.