lots of coffee. after drinking peppermint tea last night, i fell asleep on the floor, and woke up to a terrible backache. tonight i will drink 5 cups of coffee if that means i can stay awake long enough to finish churning out an acceptable, coherent, and logical half-memorial. i don't think people die of caffeine overdose...right?
everything went downhill from after my wonderful and refreshing morning swim. it started to drizzle on my way to school, the vending machine ran out of my favourite mocha, i realized i was still confused about my points, listening to everyone else discuss made me more confused, i couldn't finish my assignment by 3pm. nor 4pm. nor 5pm. so i couldn't have my nice dinner that i promised myself. and i still haven't finished. i currently have 950 words that do not really make sense and my half-memo is structurally messed up. it's like mental diarrhoea. i've never ever felt like my english sucked so much in my entire life as i do now, seriously. i know what i want to say, but everything just pours out in an incoherent mess, and no matter how i try, it just comes out sounding wrong and not precisely what i want to say! !@#(*%$@*!)#$@
I AM SO TIRED OF THIS. i promised myself i'd stop whining but i am so frustrated i feel like tearing off my hair.
on a brighter note, i came home from snack shopping at thomson plaza to find maria's card arrived by post :D nothing like a handmade card to cheer me up (:
and now i go back to struggling with words.
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